Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Open Letter to USATF

Over the next 4 days, the best T&F athletes in the country will compete for a spot to represent Team USA at the IAAF World Championships in Beijing. While I believe that most of these athletes are engaging in our sport with integrity, I cannot say the same for our governing body.

To be fair, I have seen some great strides over the last couple of years. You are showing many more races live, for free, on USATF.tv. You’ve helped support a quality High Performance meet with Hoka One One (that sadly had to be cancelled by freak weather). Your social media has done an amazing job keeping us fans informed about Team USA athletes all around the globe. There is certainly much to be proud of.

But there is also much that causes disgust. Specifically, your lack of integrity when it comes to cheating in our sport. Right now the buzz is all around the Nike Oregon Project, but we need not get into the details here. Regardless of the truth of the allegations, your position on cheating has been laughable. In fact, I cannot find a single word about this on your News archive or social media accounts. I greatly appreciate that you – through the words of CEO Max Siegal – are willing to speak up about other injustices, but am just baffled that you, as the governing body for T&F in the USA, are unwilling to speak up about injustices in our sport.

Of course, we don’t expect you to take sides on the breaking issue at hand. But why not at least acknowledge the issue and stand by the principles of clean sport? That should be true regardless of where the facts in this particular case may lead. You should be engaged with these important issues around the sport that you govern, instead of, as it seems, trying to let them slip by.

Instead, your actions throughout my years following the sport lead me to believe that you think issues of cheating are irrelevant if not actively occurring. I realize that, in many circumstances, you must allow convicted cheaters to compete when their bans are up, per WADA and IAAF, but you need not give them special privileges. And yet you do.

As best I can tell, there were two relay events this year in which you had at least some discretionary power in selecting athletes to represent Team USA. Those two events were:
Despite not being required by your published selection procedure, you chose to have us all be represented by convicted cheaters. While you may be forced to do so at the upcoming IAAF World Championships due to international rules, that was not the case here. For whatever reason, you thought that our country was best represented by individuals who have been convicted of breaking the rules of fair sport.

You clearly and unapologetically rewarded individuals who have been convicted of cheating.

And it’s not just the current athletes. You've let known cheaters into the official USATF coaching ranks. Even if a coach is truly the best in that particular discipline, shouldn’t selection of a coach involve more than merely technical expertise?

What sort of message is being sent when you purposely select known and convicted drug cheats for international competition, or give them publicaccolades for their performances? What is the purpose of our governing body? Is it merely to win medals, or is it to compete with integrity and honor? I’d like to think our sport is about more than merely medals and money.

Don’t get me wrong; you have done a lot of good for our sport, and I’m confident that you will continue to do so. And I recognize that our sport, at least as it seems to me, is one of the few that actively tries to catch cheaters and clean itself up. Yet it is in this area that you seem to be falling short.

But you can turn things around.

You have the power to not only make the USA the worldwide leader in medal hauls and world rankings, but also the worldwide leader of competing with integrity.


Do it for you, do it for the fans, do it for the sport. Just do it.

Saturday, June 13, 2015

Of injuries and baby-steps

Six months ago, after over a decade of being a competitive runner, I made my marathon debut. Coach Brad Hudson had prepped me to run a good time and hopefully take the win. I was ready to go make (personal) history.

I didn’t win.
I didn’t follow the directions.
I blew up.
I got a stress fracture.

But this isn’t the time to talk about that race. (Though my recap is as good as my race was bad, so read it if you haven’t!) Rather, this is the time to talk about injuries, time off, and bouncing back.

It took about a month to figure out that I had a sacral stress fracture, and a pretty bad one at that. You’d think I’d realize it was doctor time when I couldn’t put on my socks without sitting down, but hey, us runners are stubborn! When I got out of the MRI they asked if I had been hit by a car. That is not a good sign.

Our best guess of what happened: For ~10 days before the race my right big toe was acting up, an ingrown toenail or some such. Just something random. Realized I was slightly favoring my left side due to this, and just wasn't quite running evenly. Going into the race I figured this would lead to a more sore left glut or something, and that was just a necessary evil of bad timing. How wrong I was.

Fortunately, I had a couple great medical professionals in my corner. Richey Hansen, himself a former collegiate distance runner, has been my go-to guy since moving to Boulder, and helped push me in the right direction, both with getting me to have the imaging done and with necessary re-strengthening exercises. And Kristin Carpenter was uber-supportive while I transitioned from fighting to put on my socks, to aqua-jogging, to, and I hate to say this, run-walk. If you want to injure the ego of a competitive runner, make him run-walk.

But even when hurt, training doesn’t cease. Once I was allowed in the pool, you better believe I was in that goddamned pool, silly little floaty around my waist and all.  Same goes for the stationary bike, and for each hip/glut/whatever-strengthening workouts I was allowed to do in the gym.  Plus, I was fortunate enough for ElliptiGO to donate some sweet rides to us as I transitioned to light-weight-bearing exercises. It was great to meet up for some Hudson Elite practices again, even if they got to run and I just rode off.

Finally, on March 29th, I got my first run back. Okay, “jog” is more accurate. But that first step was the first step towards fitness. And while I’m still far from where I was 6 months ago, I’m well on my way towards running fast once again.

So what’s next you ask? Sadly, I missed the majority of the track season, which is even more painful as I’m watching NCAA’s while writing this. So it’s back to the roads this fall, with the tentative plan to hit a fall half, hard.

How hard is hard? Well, Brad’s talking big, like sub-65 big, as he wants me to hit that Olympic Trials mark. I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t an exciting thought, but right now, I can’t think about that. Right now, it’s all about putting my head down, and taking one step after another. Where will those steps end up taking me? I don’t know, but right now I’m just enjoying each step!